Lemme tell ya a lil' smth smth...

Spt was a kinda shitty mth.
i lost some weight for some shitty reason. some of u may know what im talking abt.
anyhoos, mind over matter. im nvr ever gonna ... nvr

lamb; dinner, just burned =.=
and i was looking forward to it =.=

yeah.. so,
the first half of the mth was amazing, was really happy and all
but the second half was when it started to suck, when i ate less and when all my hopes were drained.
in just 1 week, things can change SO MUCH.
bluekk... i srsly suck
when will i ever not?

let's analyse my situation right now ok..
1. mid term is this week, eng paper tomorrow and idk how to write the bladdy essay. and idk how to do accounts.
2. i lost 2 of my files (u know the one with the beautiful boy drawing wei jean drew for meyh :'( and another one with my stufss).
and! the charity collection card thing was also in one of those files!
mofo
aravin just called me tdy and asked me to return the card and give in the money TOMORROW, and i lied to him that i wont be going to col tomorrow just so with the hopes of being able to find my file tomorrow!
and, if not, i hv to pay 50bucks for it. WTF larh!
3. im eating alot again, got my appetite back; betta control
4. mom and relatives just turned down my dream for starting degree in July
5. i just watched hair spray again.. ZE is so hawt :D

i needa get myself together and focus.
coz if i dont, ill just, oh, i dont know!
bye