Wednesday, November 17, 2010
well, since i hv some free time...
you know what,
reading my prev posts, i feel,
retarded-fied S:
please if you see this, it would do me gd if u hadnt read my prev posts,
dont go read it.
ok, nvm, im just gotta cut off a few lines~ @.@
so anyhoos, to balance off the emo-ness, i mean, to get rid of it,
im going take it easy again, and dream of ma hot korean hunks *yoo ah in* tsk
just so you know, he can so totally match up to my ex, gihun!
they are rated;
equal...erm, no, i mean, for now, of course...,
Ah In is so much better hahahaa
WOW!!!!!
so why get so mad when you know things are just the way it is?
bah!
definitely, there would be ups and downs
treasure the ups
forget abt the downs (if you can) lol
and know that people love you for who you are
what am i crapping here...
so, there're 2 new songs im addicted to now:
You wouldnt answer my calls-2am
Soom-beast
WOOTS~ finaaaaallllssss~let's study together people!!!Tuesday, November 16, 2010
ill stop thinking, because im going to give up.
what that cannot be changed, what that is irrevocable, let be.
because, there's nothing i can do anymore,
to try to change someone,
when all the hopes have alr been drowned away,
by the actions of the other.
there's no turning back.
the only question left,
that would lay dormant in me would be,
why...?
the question without an anwer.
and it shall stay that way.
because, our ties are cut.
and the desire to ask will forever stay surpressed.
for there is no point in asking.
when no future is foreseen.
the lesson learnt here would definitely gain,
for experience would give you no shame.
but the blossoms bloomed
for that i cant deny
the time will come
when love eventually seeks me
yes, this would be it.
the unthinkable decision.
what else could i do,
but to look ahead,
into the life awaiting.
and this,
would only be kept,
as a memory deep within,
never to be forgotten. wah~
Saturday, November 13, 2010
so ytd was eng presentation, and finally, it's over, that annoying thing! =.=
so, i slept for only 2.5 hours the day b4
and practiced from 8 till 1 the day aft
during the presentation, i almost
died.
i was in such a terrible and miserable situation ytd.
aft the presentation, i was so tired i had to go back half way during acc tutorial.
to release stress i thought driving home would help me.
but instead i caught a freaking migrane.
it was so pain and
unbearable.
i couldnt fall asleep because of the pain.
soon after, fever came.
aft i took my bath, i was able to sleep.
woke up at ard 8.30 and ate dinner.
everything was ok aft.
but tdy, my head started hurting again D:
so painful D:so pain... :'(tell me,why did i dream of being in YOUR arms when i was in such predicament ytd?the misery and misfortune i faced made me weak and i felt insecure and uncertain.i felt real weak, like i had no place in life.this made me long for your oh so warm hug. yes, i miss it, i really do ive gotta admit.but im never going to ask for it, as, i cant. im not going to accept it, as i wont.i thought, i hv alr forgotten.why?just, please...go away... 
