well
do not expect people to care for you because they never will.
independency.
it's a dog eat dog world.

well it's the end of TBF now
all i have to say is that it's bn a really REALLY great year..
ive learnt alot physically and emotionally.
ive learnt that, not everyone you meet would be like the same circle of friends you had before.
i met a whole new bunch of people, with different personalities; good, bad and different.
it had bn sooooo much fun hanging out with friends this year ;)

ive also learnt that it's nice to fight and make up. :O :)

and, i leant that it's really fun eating alot and getting fat. it just makes u happy when you're down.

and ive also learnt that guys are such unloyal douche bags with flower hearts. i mean cant u just stick with one girl and not give up after catching her heart, after making her fall for ya? seriously breaks her heart ya know??
it's not that i didnt care it's that i didnt know
it's not what i didnt feel it's what i didnt show-maroon5

i learnt that it's so fun being a bitch :D with other bitches :D XD

ive leant that, getting many friends is not as important as getting few great ones.

ive leant not to bother when someone acts not to your liking, e.g. keeping things from you, lying to you, and sometimes, u're just afraid to ask and so seek the truth but when u actually do, they just dont tell or dont admit, or they say they would tell but end up not telling :S because, it doesnt matter, well it actually does but, it doesnt because, they're not worth your energy and time. friend's who're like family need not ask.

ive learnt that money can cause so much problems in life! :'(
and, you shouldnt be stingy to donate. just 1buck or 2 is nothing! is it that hard to pull out that money when u spend sooooo much of it on food and shopping??

ive learnt to go to the gym :D

heheheeehhhhh, ive leant to love more??

plus!, iveee learnt that... ***************************
gosh , i feel like bad mouthing some people here but that'll just be really mean ><
but still, some people just dont change for the good!


so next year, for degree, it's definitely wise to pick wisely people who are not scared to open up to you, people you'd continue to love for the rest of your lives and not only a short tenure of close unaffected relationship..
it's sad to know that some friends are not really true to you.
when they're bored or sick of you, they just.. leave?
so,
this is absolutely VITAL!
degrees' are 3-4 years, and the people i would meet, i hope would be the same, awesome as now.
i love all ya tbf friends especially my beloved .2 classmates. you're awesome!

lots of love, <3 <3 <3
Ethel.

xoxo