Ive been meaning to update this little blog of mine for a long long long time after my final exams but I just didnt get the right PUSH to do so.
Before this post, there were plenty almost successful pushes (A LOT) but nothing beats today...
But before anything, here are the things I have been doing for the past.. idk.
ONE
After my last post, i got into a relationship with my baby which ruined relationships and god may just punish me for this.
TWO
I graduated from my degree in International Business and Marketing from the University of West England and Taylor's University.
THREE
I moved house.
These are the three biggest life events that occurred in the past two years.
So here I am, urging to rant about the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
The moment of truth:
I failed to pass Shell's Interview which is the third stage of the Shell Graduate Program Application.
I received the news from them this afternoon while cooking my lunch. I read the e-mail and I couldn't cook any longer. This e-mail, shattered my greatest and biggest dream.
As you may know. I would definitely not know the reason or cause of my failure. Yes, questions came flowing through my head:
Am I that not worthy or not good enough?
Here comes to the reflection: Apply for other companies first to gain the right and adequate experience you need to go for interviews or assessments, before applying for the one you truly desire.
When you come out to the working world. You can no longer act as your young playful self. You need to say the right things and of course act more professionally. And when you finally get a job, you can't be dancing on the podium no longer. So students, live your life.
It's not to say that going out and going into the working world is a bad thing. But definitely, things have to change; your level of maturity, communication skills and what not.
Who knows whats coming ahead for me. All I know from this experience is that I want to succeed even more. And till the time I can finally be successful, I will try to make everyday count.
OH GAWD. Somebody. KILL ME ALREADY.
