I heart Midas

failed blog post

2012-02-01T01:34:00.003+08:00

hey there minions,

so it's bn another 10years.

this post, is dedicated to my foolishness.

erm.... so..

ah im so lost in words.

i dont even feel like saying what i feel like saying anymore.

i dont even know what to say anymore when everything i wanted to say was so clear earlier then.

i quoted a few song lyrics in this post just now but i feel id better not put it, for safety purposes.

lets make this Plain and Simple.

it's that stupid phase of life again.

that stupidd STUPIDDD phase...

it's so stupid this time that it cant be any more stupid. get it?

stupid.

sigh

2011-08-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

sigh, i dont really know what to do now...

im bringing myself further and further away. but it's just because i dont like their self-centeredness and not-giving personality...

if only i could see more love in them, then only maybe will i be forgiving...

Finals

2011-06-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

Blogging before finals

i have to say that im really lazy to study for finals D:

no mood...

SORRY

but yeah...

@.@

this post is dedicated to boredom and lifeless-ness -.-

ive been so bored lately, that i stare blankly at the screen and think about nothing.

ive been so bored lately, that i think about stupid things that make myself miserable. -.-

ive been so bored lately, that i on the lappy and stay on fb and twitter even tho there's nothing

ive been so bored lately, that i feel so stressed for being bored and not stress? -.-

butbut! i have also been not so bored! hehehh...

;)

but most, of the time, bored hahahaaaaa...

Teddy Bear's bliss...

anyways, speaking of Teddy Bears

can i like, patent or copyright, the ownership of all teddy bears? lol

i dont want anyone else having one..

coz they're all mine!

ok i make no sense, tatas! :3

teddy bears

2011-05-28T22:11:00.004+08:00

anyways, tdy, i fould a really big tick on baby and got goosebumps :S
i get freakin goosebumps killing them D:

it was such an unprogressive day.
didnt study, and so im studying now, while blogging, while fb-ing, while twitter-ing and while youtube ryanhiga-ing @@
ltr, imma watch a movie called (i forgot) at 11 which means, no more studying and more slacking.

stupid QM assignment, i dont hv a clue on what to do or where to start.
going bongkers just thinking about it.

bball in the morning was awesome as teddy bear was there :D ah he shoooo cute and teddy like, i wanna squish him so hard he cant breathe but i cant coz im not strong enough anyways lols
too bad we didnt get to eat together :(
he wanted to sleep.
guesss he didnt sleep at all the previous night
if i could, i would be with him all day, all night to keep myself laughing and smiling at all times :D :3
i wanna ask him if he would be my teddy bear LOLOLOLOLs

for my other teddy, the you know who, ah he's so teddy like i wanna squish him till he cant breathe also...
nono, i want him to squish me @.@

oh teddy bears
oh you teddy bear material
teddy bear
i love teddy bears,

chocolates, flowers, hugs and kisses :D

<\3

2011-05-28T00:55:00.001+08:00

lol my blog is so fugly LOL

the title says it all babes~

it's the first time ive ever fallen so hard for someone.

and for this first time, i was let down.

it's because, i let myself open up, seeing and *assuming that there was hope.

but i was wrong.

those signs, were all lies.

it was all only just a game for you.

it's really fun huh, messing with my feelings?

telling me you like me but on the other side, saying you love someone else.

and plus, you dont do this silently but openly for me to see.

This is total BS.

It’s not nice.

I never thought that you were this kind of person.

You have no idea how much this hurts.

At times, it just tears me apart.

But you'll never know how much pain i felt.

Don’t give people false hope.

Or was it not false hope in the first place?

It was all just a game for you.

Taking in the attention you were given, well who wouldn’t like it if someone liked them.

What can’t you just tell me, no.

And not go on causing me misery?

Im a human being with feelings.

Not just a toy with any heart.

But I’ve gotta be strong.

Breaking down for something like this is not worth it.

To me, you’ll never be the same person I knew before.

I thought I was someone dear to you.

And that you would just tell me the truth to stop loving you and move on.

But you didn’t and I believed it still could be.

And then you wouldn’t.

But this time, I realized, after all the pain and misery, that this was all just a lie.

you've found someone else and i shouldn't impose.

Now, everything’s so clear already.

Even someone blind can see.

it's just a fact that this love is one-sided.

and nothing can be done.

so be it.

Now, my faith in you has gone to the dumps.

And when the time comes when you finally get together with her,

I know I wouldn’t be able to handle it.

So, I’ve gotta brace myself for the worst.

I need sometime alone, to forget about this.

To forget about you.

Although I will miss you, I will somehow move on.

And find someone better.

Someone who would make me proud to have him by my side.

Someone who would show me all his love and not have me begging.

Someone who need me not to even try.

Someone who wouldn’t make me cry.

So when that time comes, hopefully ill have someone new in my life.

And that someone would be light to a happy future.

After all, im not JUST a girl.

Im ethel, and you know I deserve more than this.

heyyy

2011-04-08T01:15:00.004+08:00

the stupidest thing in life, is to be dissed for not satisfying... u know, the vulnerable me inside, is so fragile, that, i suppose, no one can to protect it... the eccentric me, im so undefineable, that, i suppose, no one can comprehend... and, the clueless me, with no experience, that, i suppose, no one can hold...

sad

2010-12-22T00:42:00.001+08:00

well
do not expect people to care for you because they never will.
independency.
it's a dog eat dog world.

the conclusion

2010-12-03T16:37:00.005+08:00

well it's the end of TBF now
all i have to say is that it's bn a really REALLY great year..
ive learnt alot physically and emotionally.
ive learnt that, not everyone you meet would be like the same circle of friends you had before.
i met a whole new bunch of people, with different personalities; good, bad and different.
it had bn sooooo much fun hanging out with friends this year ;)

ive also learnt that it's nice to fight and make up. :O :)

and, i leant that it's really fun eating alot and getting fat. it just makes u happy when you're down.

and ive also learnt that guys are such unloyal douche bags with flower hearts. i mean cant u just stick with one girl and not give up after catching her heart, after making her fall for ya? seriously breaks her heart ya know??
it's not that i didnt care it's that i didnt know
it's not what i didnt feel it's what i didnt show-maroon5

i learnt that it's so fun being a bitch :D with other bitches :D XD

ive leant that, getting many friends is not as important as getting few great ones.

ive leant not to bother when someone acts not to your liking, e.g. keeping things from you, lying to you, and sometimes, u're just afraid to ask and so seek the truth but when u actually do, they just dont tell or dont admit, or they say they would tell but end up not telling :S because, it doesnt matter, well it actually does but, it doesnt because, they're not worth your energy and time. friend's who're like family need not ask.

ive learnt that money can cause so much problems in life! :'(
and, you shouldnt be stingy to donate. just 1buck or 2 is nothing! is it that hard to pull out that money when u spend sooooo much of it on food and shopping??

ive learnt to go to the gym :D

heheheeehhhhh, ive leant to love more??

plus!, iveee learnt that... ***************************
gosh , i feel like bad mouthing some people here but that'll just be really mean ><
but still, some people just dont change for the good!

so next year, for degree, it's definitely wise to pick wisely people who are not scared to open up to you, people you'd continue to love for the rest of your lives and not only a short tenure of close unaffected relationship..
it's sad to know that some friends are not really true to you.
when they're bored or sick of you, they just.. leave?
so,
this is absolutely VITAL!
degrees' are 3-4 years, and the people i would meet, i hope would be the same, awesome as now.
i love all ya tbf friends especially my beloved .2 classmates. you're awesome!

lots of love, <3 <3 <3
Ethel.

xoxo

free time

2010-11-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

well, since i hv some free time...
you know what,
reading my prev posts, i feel, retarded-fied S:
please if you see this, it would do me gd if u hadnt read my prev posts, dont go read it.
ok, nvm, im just gotta cut off a few lines~ @.@

so anyhoos, to balance off the emo-ness, i mean, to get rid of it,
im going take it easy again, and dream of ma hot korean hunks *yoo ah in* tsk

just so you know, he can so totally match up to my ex, gihun!
they are rated; equal...
erm, no, i mean, for now, of course..., Ah In is so much better hahahaa

WOW!!!!!

so why get so mad when you know things are just the way it is?
bah!
definitely, there would be ups and downs
treasure the ups
forget abt the downs (if you can) lol
and know that people love you for who you are
what am i crapping here...

so, there're 2 new songs im addicted to now:
You wouldnt answer my calls-2am
Soom-beast

WOOTS~ finaaaaallllssss~

let's study together people!!!

when emo-ness strikes in

2010-11-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

oh well, let it be fate

your actions are the cause for everything you face

2010-11-16T00:37:00.001+08:00

ill stop thinking, because im going to give up.
what that cannot be changed, what that is irrevocable, let be.
because, there's nothing i can do anymore,
to try to change someone,
when all the hopes have alr been drowned away,
by the actions of the other.
there's no turning back.
the only question left,
that would lay dormant in me would be,
why...?
the question without an anwer.
and it shall stay that way.
because, our ties are cut.
and the desire to ask will forever stay surpressed.
for there is no point in asking.
when no future is foreseen.

the lesson learnt here would definitely gain,
for experience would give you no shame.
but the blossoms bloomed
for that i cant deny
the time will come
when love eventually seeks me

yes, this would be it.
the unthinkable decision.
what else could i do,
but to look ahead,
into the life awaiting.
and this,
would only be kept,
as a memory deep within,
never to be forgotten. wah~

pain

2010-11-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

so ytd was eng presentation, and finally, it's over, that annoying thing! =.=
so, i slept for only 2.5 hours the day b4
and practiced from 8 till 1 the day aft
during the presentation, i almost died.
i was in such a terrible and miserable situation ytd.
aft the presentation, i was so tired i had to go back half way during acc tutorial.
to release stress i thought driving home would help me.
but instead i caught a freaking migrane.
it was so pain and unbearable.
i couldnt fall asleep because of the pain.
soon after, fever came.
aft i took my bath, i was able to sleep.
woke up at ard 8.30 and ate dinner.
everything was ok aft.
but tdy, my head started hurting again D:
so painful D:
so pain... :'(

tell me,
why did i dream of being in YOUR arms when i was in such predicament ytd?
the misery and misfortune i faced made me weak and i felt insecure and uncertain.
i felt real weak, like i had no place in life.
this made me long for your oh so warm hug. yes, i miss it, i really do ive gotta admit.
but im never going to ask for it, as, i cant. im not going to accept it, as i wont.
i thought, i hv alr forgotten.
why?
just, please...

go away...

chit

2010-10-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

to chit, dam funny la her post abt my hot stuff

ok for those who viewed her blog, whatever she said was utterly untrue.
so dont believe a single thing she said.
yes,
believe in me
and me only

lee joon and lee minho are super hot stuffs. <3

pissed

2010-10-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

ok im really pissed right now
i so dont like PEOPLE NOT REPLYING MY SMSes
and CALLS!
for no f**king reason
well, maybe there was a reason,
but dont FUCKING LEAVE ME HANGING THERE to wait for your f**king reply.
i dont hv all f**king day! am i yr lower class man who u can just keep aside?
because, if u procrastinate, you tend to forget.
and when the time comes when u finally rmb, it'll be too late.
if u dont hv credit, go borrow a f**king phone
if smth happened to u, go borrow a f**king phone
if yr phone is out of battery, go borrow a f**king phone
at least let me know you're fine! at least let me know u actually care.

but anyhoo, i forgive u.
u hv yr reasons but this only tells me about and shows my insignificance to you.
right, y bother replying, she can wait till tonight, or tomomorrow, or even the day after tomorrow...
=.=
go f**king die.
nonetheless, ill spend my time on u no more, ill rely on u no more. as u are, unreliable.

ok i would like to end this post with a smiley

=)
im smiling

stuffs

2010-10-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

hi...

wokays~ just some updates..

you see, mid sem's over and now comes all the hectic assignments...

results are bad D: eng... bad..., v.bad...

i slept at 4AM! the night b4 econs ass was dued :S fak la

so now, srsly, i cant afford any more last minute work. like, seriously.

another thing is,

i signed up for the 1week trial thing in Fitness First.

I went 3 times alr where the last 2 sessions was completely useless as i ate a load after working out.

e.g. tdy

went to gym with melissa,

semangat semangat buat kardio

then
japanese food... =.=

dam nice.

let me tell u what i ate? pls pls pls :D

ok.. i arrived late, so, sisters' food came first.

so i took a lil of everything to try.

salmon sashimi, onigiri, soba, california roll, fish, chiken teriyaki, tofu, tofu fried, miso soup, watermelon, tamago.

and when everyone else has almost finish, only my order came -.- was alr kinda full. but...

Pork Ramen; dam GUWD xD

then aft that, i asked if i could order ice cream and i did xD

i was the only one who had it xD

SESAME ICE CREAM!!! (my fav fav)

talkin abt ice cream flavours, lemme tell ya what IC flavour i like

ok? xD

no1. RUM & RAISIN love love

no.2 well no no.2

sesame, green tea, macadamia nut, pecan smth butterscotch, pistachio <3>

i feel fat now :'(

srsly, going to the gym on weedends is completely useless coz as u know, weekends; we get the best foods...

another thing is,

ive got my "P", finally! :D

ngek ngek ngek

but, dont ask me to drive u ard cause i dont hv a car

AND

im not allowed to drive without one of my parents by my side D:

another thing is,

im coming BROKE.

expensive food everywhere;10bucks a day is not enough.

so, i have to cut down on my spending and budget myself.

but then again, i dont mind spending for good food.

but then again, i must budget. :S

see, so many things ive gotta buy:

1 FOOD

2 clothes

3 bdays are coming so, presents

4 food

well, mainly food larh

another thing is,

im really happy right now as i got to eat nice food xD

especially that ice cream :DD

what an awesome day larh. hhahahhahahaaaa

hehehhhh :P

peace out))

Sept news

2010-10-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

Lemme tell ya a lil' smth smth...

Spt was a kinda shitty mth.
i lost some weight for some shitty reason. some of u may know what im talking abt.
anyhoos, mind over matter. im nvr ever gonna ... nvr

lamb; dinner, just burned =.=
and i was looking forward to it =.=

yeah.. so,
the first half of the mth was amazing, was really happy and all
but the second half was when it started to suck, when i ate less and when all my hopes were drained.
in just 1 week, things can change SO MUCH.
bluekk... i srsly suck
when will i ever not?

let's analyse my situation right now ok..
1. mid term is this week, eng paper tomorrow and idk how to write the bladdy essay. and idk how to do accounts.
2. i lost 2 of my files (u know the one with the beautiful boy drawing wei jean drew for meyh :'( and another one with my stufss).
and! the charity collection card thing was also in one of those files!
mofo
aravin just called me tdy and asked me to return the card and give in the money TOMORROW, and i lied to him that i wont be going to col tomorrow just so with the hopes of being able to find my file tomorrow!
and, if not, i hv to pay 50bucks for it. WTF larh!
3. im eating alot again, got my appetite back; betta control
4. mom and relatives just turned down my dream for starting degree in July
5. i just watched hair spray again.. ZE is so hawt :D

i needa get myself together and focus.
coz if i dont, ill just, oh, i dont know!
bye

27/8/10

2010-08-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

something before i talk abt tdy,
i saw smokin' hott WANG LEEHOM <3
and justin was there.

Ok, today was an awesome day!! :DD
well the reason is that there were so many eye candy.
-all the hot guys today were wearing BLUE!-
i dont know y :S

anyways, there was this merdeka celebration thing in the morning and free flags were given out.
sang merdeka songs and saw the WCS cute chindian dude (i hope he doesn't see this).
He was wearing blue too.
He had like no interest in talking to me =.= cocky much? maybe...

Yah, anyways, i cannot stand cocky people; people who dont say hi when u meet them in the lift even if u know each other and you wanted to say hi but they only look at you and look away without a word~~ :S
urgh, COCKY b**ches :S
ok pls ignore my complaints... probably they didnt see you.

Well the other chindian dude you know of also wore blue haha :S
And also the guy from DO.
But sad he's already taken.

After that, lecture then went to Sukimye for lunch.
Ok, i ate alot today.
Just because friends like Vikram gave me two Subway cookies and free chocolate biscuits near SLC where May and Mel opened their packets and ate them during econs. :S
Went home, ate a plum, then dinner, putu mayam with lots of sugar, grated coconut, curry and dhal... Zzz... Diabetes.... Fats.....

Chit, i dont think i can never stop swearing laaa :/

Today was Mr Ang's last tutorial with us :(( *cries*
Oh...We will miss you so~~~ <3

Sometimes, it's better to just let go.
But when things come back to you after you do, you think,
would you wanna go back if it made you leave in the first place.

i already said what i wanted once. now it's up to you to remember and act.
cao.

~~~

week 2

2010-08-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

if you can guess who, ill give u a hi5! :S

People!! It's Our Last and Final Semester :DD

Sem 3's just amazing!! :D

but timetable's messed up :S
have been eating alot for the past 2 days

gotta buy books

gotta form groups

i really need boobs

and, oh please, im gonna make myself happy forever, whatever it takes! :D hahahahah

so happy ytd coz i got someone's number:D i feel retardedly high; im crazy =.=

good night! oh i mean, good morning :D

off to econs lecture~~ Zzz

sem 3

2010-08-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

b4 everything else....,
HE'S MINE AGAIN!!
NO TOUCHY!!! OR ILL KILL U~~

yup!! SEM 3's HERE!! :D

oh the joy~~ :S

THE TIMETABLE IS F**KED UP
and eveything else is :D, FOR NOW.

gotta lose weight! :D
and in the contrary, im eating cheesecake now at 10.40pm
f.a.i.l.

2010-08-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

This is my FUC***G holiday look.
like, srsly f*** it
disgusting eyebags, idk how to get rid of them coz i cant bring myself to sleep early.
tried going to bed at 11 but end up sleeping at 1/2. :(

That aside, what i did for hols...

I changed my ear rings- "5", my birth date :)
im turning 18 in like 3 days :( :)
legal?

laptop got confiscated coz i disobeyed dad for not going out :/
just got it back ytd

i started taking my driving lessons.
and it srsly sucks!
bluekk it
just had 1 lesson just now and im getting a headache from it
maybe it's the weather
weather's sosososososo hot!!

let's see, the first week of the hol,
shop, hang out, see american friends off at the airport, eat, sleep, basketball, arh the usual stuffs...
trying to eat less also, and bf audrey says im too obsessed with losing weight :(
where got!!

oh yah, i forgot to mention smth,
wanted to go to melaka but someone just couldn't promise me smth =.=
it was just one simple promise.
sigh, what can i do?
it's best to forget and not bother.
oh yah, wanted to go on sunday also but no reply from justin so yeah NO.
i find that all the effort i put in to make myself happy is just useless.
nothing ever goes my way.
oh the joys i dream and desire.
oh well.. the time will come when i find the best of the best!

now's the second week of hols alr :(
one more week of fun i hope!
im not going to PD.
going to hang out in pyramid tomorrow probably :D
gotta shop and catch up! and eat of course =)

hmm... i wonder when are the results coming out~~
bye

devon

2010-07-11T17:49:00.001+08:00

he said, wife, i love you, i love you forever, and this post had 100 plus comments, and he's 12, and... yeah...

pewdiction

2010-07-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

im going to predict my future now~

stress
extra pimpled face
eye bags
zombie appearance

i have not started my BCP portfolio and i have half a day to do it! i hope i can get it done by then; im like, testing my ability!
but the portfolio seriously sucks!
it's an utter waste of time and effort and also MONEY
tell me, why the heck must we print in color just to make it look nice huh? wth~
hahaahhaaa
wtv, im getting this done with :D

and then, there's the finals~
im going to have to study again!
i think im going to turn into an ugly hag; with the lack of sleep and what more stress.

dear diary...
Im falling rediculously in love again.
As you know my ways, im stupid, and a bimbo in love..
I suck b**l*
XD

peace out

bah

2010-07-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

dear diary
some people in this world are just douche bags and you dont have to waste so much time bothering... (however, that's what i did)
i went sorrowing and being so emotional over a menial matter.
now i realise my mistake; stay with people you are comfortable with and not those who will only bring you down, not those who only have self interest, not those who only care about self benefit, not those who only have intention, and not those with too much pride.

live your life happily as much as you can.
forget about the past and move on, because, life GOES ON.
that's a lesson ive learned in this beautiful year 2010.

dear diary,
dont you think it's stupid to care about people who don't give a s*** about you?
to try so hard but not getting anything in return?
to do your best but not getting applaud or appreciated?

dear diary,
why do people change so easily?
why do friends just come by like the wind?
why are the precious ones so hard to find?

dear diary,
why do people lie to prevent blame?
why do people deny to have no shame?
isn't everyone almost the same?

dear diary,
why are people so naive?
why do they get easily influenced by bad habits?
why are people looking so desparately for love and fame?

dear diary,
why are people so curious?
why do they have to dig into everbody's lives?
why don't they know the meaning of personal?
why do they think they can solve other people's problems?

dear diary,
why are people so bossy?
why must they have a say in eveything?
why must things go only their way?

dear diary... why?

the decisions you make,
all you would undertake :D

yes

2010-06-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

ETHEL ROCKS!
like
awesone
great
amazing
hot
sexy
excellent
flawless
perfect

update

2010-04-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

omg~~ i feel like this blog is so old now, although it's not.

the theme is so darn lame and childish and i dont even find the time to change it.

anyhoos, ill do so if i feel like it :S

so why am i updating now?

=coz i read some blogs and i feel like mine is so bloody useless and in oblivion.

no one ever reads this and *sigh* *phoo*

just keeping my 'diary' updated.

it'll be fun going back to my memories.

what do i have to say:

ultimately!! i got myself into a financial thingy which im not going to speak abt here and i hope that...

IT REALLY WORKS

OR IM SO FUCKIN' DEAD

oh lord, please help me in this <3

no one could believe i did it wth man

was it wrong? we'll see abt it!!

im afraid it'll be an act of deceiving others, i mean i feel like it is...

arh.. mom, i hope i can keep it mom, but i cant...

arh.. ill stop fussing abt it but im so worked up coz it was an act of impulse!! :(

lets see, what else...

second sem...

second week is starting tomorrow, anticipating on life ahead man.

all the asses will be so great and delightful (sad and stressful XD).

plus, surely no drama one.

fell sick, twice!! (random fever, came in midnight)

and gained weight instead, wtf right?

so im going on a diet d.

i spent almost RM200 on clothes which i never hv b4.

felt joy and sorrow at the same time ahahah.

went to subang with nicole and bought a dress, RM80 ==.

And we ate at this AWESOME shop called Snow Flake.

Dam nice weihh...

Dam nice...

Dam...

psst psst, im not going to talk abt guy issues here..

one thing i can say is that i am so f'ing useless, so yeah... interpret that...

second sem rev:

i am going to be SS (street smart)

i am such a noob and i dont know so many things.

i need to be more knowledgeable.

ill be asking questions?

dont be surprised if i ask an idiotic stupid question because i really am fucking stupid ok?

dont laugh in yr minds ><

i dont care bout my pride d!

learn by asking!!

SMILES <3

look~~

my closing sig is so darn lame too>>>

hols

2010-03-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

first sem's over
2 weeks of break ahead
i have no plans whatsoever, i needa go out!
im so bored at home
sigh

anyways, im going to suju's concert tomorrow
got the rock pit tickets from my uncle
4 in total
too bad it's not a sitting ticket or i could've brought all 3 of my sisters
so im going with one of my sisters and maybe mel and may:)
so excited!!

anyways, first sem was good
all the over-piling assignments were stressful and fun at the same time
the food in college is good and the pricing is okay..
the people are fun!
needa get to know them better:)

so the first 3 months of the year is over alr, so quick!
hope for the best days...

Food

2010-03-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

the world of food just drives me crazy

it is not possible for me to live a day without it

pls dont and nvr deprive me from food

i love food

but there's one thing,

eating so much of the same kind makes u wanna puke
for example, i ate 4 macaroons just now, they were excellent

but aft eating

shit, guilt and nausea

nevertheless, i still love food

one advice is,

eat in small amts

then only u are able to taste the sensation and savour the best of it

loves, ethel

2009-12-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im blogging, wu liao
waiting for 5 more minutes till i leave for the park
but first, update...

i still cant drive
im starting college in jan
i looked ugly in prom :S
i found myself a secretly claimed boyfriend XD
i spent xmas in PD
i painted my toe nails for prom
ive gone darker
i sat the banana boat again:)
i miss and will miss my friends, like loads and loads and loads and loads :( gosh...
im taking the taylor's business foundation
i wanna dye my hair
i cant keep long finger nails
i broke my toe nail
i miss my guys lol
i stopped growing alr, i think
i hvn't gotten back my new and spoiled phone
i have lots of candy in a huge paper bag
i ate alot for xmas and wtevr lol

well, now, much anticipation lies in me..
so much to do..
hope everything will turn out great!!

blessings to all and merry christmas!! :)
and.. a happy new yr where all our resolutions will be resolved!!
:S

apple, signing off...

wow

2009-12-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

wow... im alive:)
as you know, spm is over
and im crying a river
this is very devastating and agonizing at the same time
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!

okok
television, basketball... IM COMING FOR YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

:)

2009-10-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

it is 5 minutes before i hv to go to bed

well, im just amazingly surprised coz i saw the two of my favourite guy's names in the same passage.
plus, their names appeared in two consecutive paragraphs, lol
it was like : wow, they've met.. haha
these two guys, well, hmm.. ahem.. heh.. mm.. eh..

do not assume

2009-10-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

I Feel like throwing some pics today...

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the
moments that take our breath away.

The beloved

cunning stare

heh

he's floating in the air!
im insane:S

we're lookin' at the same direction <3>

ya sleepin' on my book!

ya sleepin' on my calculator

I love you, forever and ever <3

more randoms...

the cutest golden ever!
want it!

my poor little nails

mmmmm...

my first kinder joy..

GENTING

Saturday, 10/10, charity bazaar
sold up to RM200 worth of old clothes,
Chelsea bought RM4 worth cupcake, which is the price of 2 old shirts :/
Got free balloons,
Watched the white percussion unit:)

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T2 is over

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it's coming closer and closer,
i feel the pain,
im the senior,
no regrets!
or ill seriously kill myself
i throw all the chances away larh XD

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B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle 'anything'

Call me a bitch if you want..

Update

2009-09-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

It's alr September and im going to stop blogging soon, i guess??
My trial 1 results really sucked..
I didn't get an A for chem for the first time!! omg!!
hey, im not bragging here but it really kills me :(
But it was balanced by the improved subjects so yeah...
Let's see, i've got an A1 for my BM!!
that's a never before in my life too, lol
im happy for that :)
Just went to Zamai:)
Boy, I really hv eaten alot! this weekend
and my hw are piling up on me again :(
I went for the SS501 fan sign!! LOSER!!
I watched final destination 4
I went out with audrey
I went 4 the 3W reunion and it wasn't really a reunion where no one even bothered answering my question and we didn't really talked or catch up
I went to penang
I had BBQ
I had tutoring
I played bball :)
I (class photoshoot)
I burned a CD
I've got a signature on my cap!!

sorry.. trial 2 is coming.. im going to cry..

today

2009-08-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

well, time flies...
getting back our results right now...
let's start the story, but b4 that

HAPPY BDAY WEN CHIAM !

FYI, if you didn't know, my bday passed alr, it was during the trials :(
and today i got my bday gift from YEE NING <3
I love it so much!! Thanks!! I love you!! :) <3
and thanks dulcie and nic for their gifts too! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

IT all started on friday. Patriotic Run.
I've got that 1 pt as i promised, but it wasn't good enough to bring us to victory.. :(
it's ok, lol..
Well, after the run was The Carnival..
And after the carnival, it was GENTING..

CRAZY!!!!!
my legs!! they're all worn out..
the run... the walking...
i had to stay in school till 3, so loitering ard really got me tired..
At 3, left and went to 711 to get some water and snacks (i can't find my chewing gum, up till now)...
Slept in JM's car and when we reached i had a bad headache.
It recovered right b4 dinner thank goodness:)

Long cut short, GENTING WAS AWESOME :) XD
what killed me was my legs
all the walking and waiting at the theme park..
My body felt really weak and my legs are getting bigger again :S

Not to forget the all so famous ARCADE and bball hottie *tskk tsk
Dont hv to say this but you all know, lol, hc and zy absolutely loved and are still loving him :S
and this, this is the addictive bball machine, the one that everyone wants to buy....
the one we dream of every minute, every second, every hour, @@

me and nic's personal record!!!!! :)

can't imagine how much we (ahem, they) spent here!!
And nicole's lil bro winning all the soft toys.. really!!

i didn't do the photo taking
this is all i hv lol

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Today, a freakin funny convo occurred, roflmao
refer to nicole...

Trials are over :)

2009-08-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

OMG hiii !!! im back!!!
btw, i loved trials XD
the hall was so darn freakin cold :S
oh well, it's all over, nothing to be happy abt, as my secondary school days are...
ALMOST OVER!! :( :( :(
sobs sobs sobs

this aside, i love ma minho ppl!!
but i will nvr ever be with him :(

Patriotic Run is on Friday, i'm going to get ma one pt for YELLOW HSE!!! I WILL!! BELIEVE IT!! XD

And, for this year's night race, mama doesn't want to bring me there!!
She'd rather bring bro and his gf and dad :(
sobs

That's it, waiting for Friday to come now <3
adios

Foolish Foolish Pekepons :S

2009-07-30T08:36:00.000+08:00

don't know why i put that as my title but it was in my head so..

trials is in like 4 days, and i am definitely screwed again :(

It's Thursday and i came to school just for photo shoot, or ill be at home studying my ass off.
No time to fantasize about ... alr, ><
FOCUS!!

Update

2009-07-16T08:21:00.000+08:00

In ICT class now.. bored to death :S

omg larrr, i didn't get any chances!!!

Oh yeah, last weekend, on sat, i went to Banting for some charity work, wow i ate so much...
then on sun, i went for this 7km Jogathon and i saw BEH!! :)
didn't win anything obviously ==
so now, my calf muscles are kinda BIG, and i don't like it!!
at night, i ate butter crab for dinner, omg im such a sinner :/
at first rite, i didn't want to go coz i might eat alot and in the end, i ate like a barbarian @@
i would regret it if i didn't go but i also regretted for going, get it?
ahahahahahah

Tomorrow's AUDREY"S BIRTHDAY, so...

HAPPY B'DAY AUDREY! LOVE YA <3

It's all over :)

2009-07-05T16:54:00.001+08:00

ah yeah, rememeber the fate thingy??
hah! it's all over!!
i can't believe the second time happened to me! omfg!!
it's all over now!!
i dont suffer in school anymore!!
and it's disgusting when i think about the past.. (like now)
fate's not playing with me i guess, or maybe in a diff way
i love going to school now! ahahahhahahah

Excited

2009-07-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

wow, it has been a month.. :)
we're all back to studying again.
Everything has changed and I've finally put the bad stuff (which brings negative emotions) behind.
My mid year results were really depressing having the fact that my phy beat my chem.
all results, mmm, deteriorated :(
plus, i've put on so much weight after the hols :(

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hv nothing much to say but i discovered smth!! :0 :) :) :) :)
2 ppl in our school look like 2 ShiNee members!!!! omg!! XD
not to mention who they are but they both look like ShiNee's Tae Min and Minho <3

this is the pose of the year!!!!!

*you are free to guess :)

gosh, because of this, i'm going back to square 1 again.
to the old form 1 to form 3 days.
the days i have smth to look forward to in school :)
and after those years, it was gone,
the feeling of wonder and joy,
all faded away,
and now it's form 5.
im going back to that era..
where nothing works as im such a coward,
although im actually a senior now.
well, that era is fun and exciting,
but it's no use,
as im a coward,
the joy is empty.
maybe things will change,
just maybe...

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As for the Paramount Championships
-
there were no chairs in the hall
my butt started to expand drastically :/
my neck almost broke
the judges suck! (Zi Yan and WZ deserved at least 2nd! & also for many more like BM, Mand, and Eng solo and band, didn't like their judging at all!!) omfg, maybe it's just me, but i don't like them!!!!

+
no classes :)
get to watch lots of performances :)
get to talk alot :)
wasn't expected to see MH, lol :)
over-joyed

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ah haha hahaha, that's it, i really wanted to go for cheer tho
byesss <3

Singapore

2009-06-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

again, in Singapore now

went to Parkway and Vivo City today

spent abt $30 :/

hey i don't mind spending for hols

first thing's first, i just read smth and it made me feel kinda depressed

made me feel kinda not appreciated as a friend ya know?

i don't know if i should be feeling this way.
maybe it's a misunderstanding but i still do.

so, to beat things up, i cheer myself up with :

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with the supersonic internet speed, im glued to the com till passed midnight :S

Hols again

2009-06-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

mid yeaar's over!!
i totally screwed :

alot has happened.

ill reorganise my blog if i have the time.

i watched all the movies i wanted to watch, except Angels and Demons
waiting for Transformers, Harry Potter, and Hannah Montana XD

ill be spending alot of time reading mail now, it has been more than 2 weeks...

one more thing, i spent almost a hundred in 2 days
devastated..
pls ppl, im telling ya, next time, i wish and hope we would be more or less cheap :(
i have to say im not that rich so spending alot brings my nerves up

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I'm going to Singapore tomorrow, will be back on Sunday..
apparantly, many i know are going there this time :/
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if he's the one
he's capable of protection and backing up
he talks not shyly but open
nope, he's not the one...

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dang

2009-05-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

dang it! the alarm rang and i woke up...
it's a wk from mid terms!! (+2 days)

i hope nicole is alright now... :(
i hope ill be alright too :(

nicole!! WE CAN DO THIS!! yeah???

haix
sobs
sobs
weary
wail
haix
sobs

Cheer up ETHEL... you have to turn on to study mode...
Cheer up NICOLE... you have to turn on to study mode...

screw form 5!!

mid year, i really dont know...

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im gettin a new dog fyi!! :) :) :)
black toy poodle, female, black eyes, black paws, all black, and..., she's all mine!!
i still love my darling midas tho. although my sister says she's gonna be his mama now but NO! i am still his moma~~

cant wait

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Paramount band prelims was today...
i stayed back till 3
nic didn't come to school and what's worst is that something ridiculously DUMB happened (or should i say is happening) to me twice!!
wanna know?
well.. it has smth to do with guys XD
it's so dumb that i feel like crying tears of laughter when i think abt it ==
for the past 2 years.. there was nothing to look forward to in school except for meeting up with friends and gaining new knowledge.
Friends is smth but this knowledge, not too interesed in most of them, esp knowledge in BM.
Sej *wail* *wail* *wail*
Studying is such a drag. But getting good grades is something i want.
My results worsen i have to admit. But im trying my best to recover it (am i?).
And so school was so (undiscribable).
i hoped, oh, pls let the last yr of my high school life be fun...
And yes my hope came true
Some of you reading this may think wtf im talking abt but ahahahahahahahah (im crying), don't know why im posting this but yeah, just wanna let things out XD
my ans given was
i go to school eager, and suffer silently
i go home ecstatic (hysteric) and laugh abt the day
im repeating this, this happened to me TWICE this year!
IS FATE PLAYING WITH ME?? ROFLMAO it's kinda fun in a way, but annoying too

Confirmation

2009-05-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

my com has been out for a week and i didnt hv the time to blog :/

what happened was..
i felt like dying when i got my chem results coz i've run through the whole thing TWICE and i mistakenly missed reading one page
and from that page, a 5/30 mark question came out :( omg!
ct2 was just ok

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my once in a lifetime sacrement CONFIRMATION

we all girls looked like princesses :)

alicia

sharon

dulcie:) and sophia!

rachel, carol, sharon

gwen was the prettiest :D

Camielle, sophia

Zoe!

as i said, like princesses

we had to stand in the middle of the hall and pose so long for pictures

i smiled so much till my jaw hurt XD

bball

2009-04-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

pics !!

i hvmany more, but, im lazy...

Hols

2009-03-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

The extra classes for the form5s are such a drag...
but.. at least i get to go out after that lols..

monday : aft sch went to hc's hse for some bball and badmintion.
i had a headache on that day but i still played..
after playing my headache got worseee --
Yeah, didnt hv my lunch so i was kinda like stealing some food from nicole..
She was like : Hey, i can finish that!!
And, Aaron's really tall.:)
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tuesday : (the day i waited for so long) : aft sch
went to JOGOYA!!
yeah, the buffet cost 44.2.
11 of us went i didnt really ate well..
firstly, we had so much to eat but so little time.. (i didn't even hv time to take pictures :( )
secondly, with all the rush, i didnt savor the food well..
thirdly, with my bloated stomach, the Haagan Daaz wasn't that amazing :(

WTF MAN
but overall i had a good time larr

this is the only i took in my camera..
no, not me, nic was the one who took it lol
coconuts!!

after all the eating, i decided to DA POW smth heh
the cookies.
i packed it inside tissue paper and kept it inside my bag, hehe
nicole did the same, hehe
the others were like, yerr where got ppl do like this one?
i said it was normal for me ==
okok, i know u guys are like rich and honest ppl and dont do these kind of misdeed.
but what the hell larh, i dont give a dam!!
the cookies tates great and im going to do it again the next time.

After the food, i felt so bloated i felt like puking..
i've nvr eaten so much since Christmas.
Went to Nicole's hse and we decided to 'excercise' lol.
So we went to the club hse for some bball..

When we reached, as usual, a bunch of guys were there playing half court and we wanted to play in the other half..
but smth caught our eye..
A topless dude..
ai yah, his body so not hot.. my eyes..
we didnt go. so we went to look at nicholson swimming..
After a while, felt bored and then went to the other half of the court and played.
Just don't look at that guy, i said..

This brought my day down.
A few other girls came and we played together.
Well, i kinda totally sucked and yeah, sucked...
My defence was like shit and attack, ok la, didnt really go all out..
What's more is that i played with much shorter ppl!!
Nicole said that the shortest one was kinda teasing us indirectly coz her lay up's really good and she thinks she really is... get it?
Ah, whatever..
What's more devastating is that

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!

omg!! it now hurts..

At 8, mom reached nic's hse but i was still at the club hse..
crap..
and we still had to walk home :(

And so i went back, complaining..
And mom, again, being so discouraging...
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Wednesday (today) :
Woke up at 12
Went to ou at 12.45 to get my confirmation shoes..
In the end, didn't find one, for my feet being so inhumanly large ==

i bought this from nicci, had been looking for it for so long and, finally!!
it's a ear ring btw :)

I wanted to go ice skating but then no transport :(
So, I actually had dance practice today but then i couldn't make it coz of my ankle and again, didnt hv transport either..

At 2.30, Affaf picked me from ou and we went to Jun hOu's hse together with Chia Woh.
I hv to say that: YOU HV TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR DOG JUN HOU!!
you let it like drink dirty contaminated water.. yerr!!!!

He wanted to practice singing with me but i didn't cooperate. Too many pll were there..

So, it's so funny that the pastry turned out to humorously weird..
The cream filling was disgusting but we still ate it all.
Plus, the strawberries only filled half of the tart lol.
I had a picture taken but my retarded phone couldn't seem to compromise :(
After that, Affaf sent me home...

got the pic here now... retarded, lols

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Lastly, i have to say that my week was kinda

sour

1-i **** *** **** a ***** of absolutely ***** ****** and i can't seem to cope with ****.
2-my nerves are truly already up to my head, just a little more and ill explode, i can't mention this here but some of you know rite?
3-weirdness... not awkward but, weird...
4-went for the RSS seminar in church on sat and sun.. learned to be a better person.
so now, im trying to be more open...
5-I miss my old friends.
6-I wonder.
7-my week's really packed. tomorrow wanted to go play badminton but then can't
at night in off to audrey's for a night..

Friday Sat and Sun are my only days left for work and yea, basically homework and projects..
I need the time.
mom's smart to cancel some of my plans or ill be stressed out for not having the time to do my hw..
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okok, enough of talking.. caos

13/3

2009-03-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

ooohh. how long has it been blog?

now.. adwin is being retarded XD
today.. Happy Birthday Zk!! sry for openning ur pressie :S lol
tomorrow.. RSS, church (can't go for bball/river rangers :( )

so, these days, this week, kinda boring wk since sports day is finally over..

YELLOW
owh yeah, i got 3rd for hot putt, hah!! XD

~~this week was absolute boredom Besides the fact abt food topics *Jogoya* we've been talking abt in school..
Buy 1 free 1, Haagen Dazz, Baskin Robbins were all i thought abt this week, lols :)
so, we might be going there next week for buffet.. they say we're going for high tea but i wonder if they serve the same food ??

when it comes to food, I LOVE FOOD!!

and this retarded jun hou was like: fat people shouldn't talk abt food too much...,,,, what ever man!

so,
just heard of this new place in ou : Garden Lifestyle Store and Cafe, looked it up and it looks kinda cool, wanna visit there one day..
tea time buffet promotion at RM 19.90 (3pm to 6pm) too.
basically pastries and tarts.. here are some pics..

so cute....
Wanna go?? Call Me!!! lols

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1. we, the F5s, hv o go back to school during the hols :(
2. i want to watch Dragon Ball and Marley and Me
3. I got a sunburn
4. Karaoke is fun!! especially when i go crazy with Hui Chin in Triangle* XD

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well, piled up hw, AGAIN, is another thing..
stupid... stupid homeworks(s)

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Today, basketball match u-18 guys with ex-F5 students (hopes let down)**
they won 44-40

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oh yeah nic, dont so stress..
Winston thingy get over it laaa
and Zi Yan's emperor's, so dam funnay, roflmao @@
look forward to Haagan Daaz :) omg, im dreaming abt fd now man @@ @@ @@

Mon Tue

2009-02-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun...

Today, WHAT WAS I THINKING??

Today's Hui chin's b'day..

HAPPY 17th Hui Chin :)

balloons, cakes, cards, b'day song !!

today was balanced by all the ups and downs..
well..., not really

one thing was that bball training, kinda boring but i think we'll do really well if we can master the strategy :)
i can't run
and, im dancing
and, i lost a chess game :( (cheater XD)
and, i hv to do hw, byes

my week

2009-02-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

Class Test's over and my results....
SUCK!! :(
I don't know why but i don't have the urge to study anymore.. @@
This is bad, it's SPM and i hv to work extra hard!! shit

okay, subjects with stupid, foolish, retarded mistakes from the least to the worst are:
1-Physics (i didn't see the word light)
2-Chen (CuCO3 is insoluble, i know that ==)
3-Add MATH!!
(50 is not 40, transferring the answers to the blank even a 2 yr old can do it, 6/3 is 2, not 3.)

thank goodness i didn't do stupid mistakes for math!!
i got those 3 results b4 i sat for math test, i've learned my lesson, and it better not be repeated... :|

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Today, Sukan Tara...
Can't believe i got through for 1o0m!! omg!!
I missed the long jump line, :(

GO YELLOW!!!!!

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when the time comes
im not ready for the consequences
i should have known it better
for not wishing for something so much
so much that it came true
and ruined my life

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what can i do now?
i can just wait and see
what would happen to me

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kyaa, Darker than Black, so hot!

~~
home work piled up again...
shit man :(
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!

Weekend

2009-02-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

14 Feb 2009, it's Jiann Meng's birthday and yeah, Valentine's too :)

Making Valentine's Day CArd...(2 days before): Would you be my Valentine??

I spent the entire day playing bball :/

Didn't study,NOT AT ALL..

Went to Mungo JErry for dinner and i ate alot again!!

''It doesn't mean that if you exercised,you can eat like god dam loads, you moron!''

After dinner, went to Cinnamon at OW hotel and bought Valentine's day cake!!

HAd 50 % discount and the cake's da bomb:)

But then, while waiting for the cake, the temping food displayed at the Cinnamon, was so... TEMPTING!!

And ''somebody'' went to the ice kacang section and touched the shaved ice :/, which, other people would be putting in their stomachs later on.

The worker was like : Yes? May i help you?

::: *touch *touch

Sunday,

at first, i didn't want to go for ss, but in the end, i decided to go coz i already skipped once because of bball again.

On that day, i studied..

Today, Chem was okay,Phy, crap, how blurr can i BE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

nvm, no point whining.. i did worser mistakes for Add math... :(

Lastly, I spent the entire day in school thinking about someone who i don't even see!!

not him..

What stress...

2009-02-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

CRAzy shit man..
all 8 essays in a day, i am, supppeeerrrrrr!!!

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MSSD netball results
1-2
2-3
6-7
12-0
lost 3 won 1 :(
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class test is next week and i hv a bad feeling my results will be dooooooooooown.. :|

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im sorry (2 myself), i'm scared changing my lifestyle will affect my studies..
so(me), i will do all i want to after SPM :)

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piled up h/w to be done, studying, hope i'll hv enough of time.

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eye bags, i look like a panda :S

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Lastly,

i'm feeling forgotten again :(

2nd 3rd and 4th

2009-01-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

2nd and 3rdweek of school

HACTIC WEEKS MAN!!

i had like loads and loads of hw..

and netball practice was so darn tiring..

everyday, reaching home at 6++, feeling tired, and having no energy and the mood to do homework, procrastinating and feeling miserable for all the piled up work..

ONE more thing that's making me miserable in school life is that i finally, finally happened to **** *******, and it's keeping me miserable man...

nvm that.. okay, on the last day of school before the CNY hols, i stayed at nicole's hse for a night and the following day was Pei Shan's farewell..

SAT,

We surprised Pei Shan at Gd Evening Bangkok...

It wasn't much of a surprise she said coz her sister was acting kinda weird that day..

We got her presents and a jelly cake.

Her parents wouldn't let her cut 2 cakes a year so we're saying this cake as a jelly not, cake.. ??

After lunch we went bowling and i went to check out New way.

But then it was too expensive and we went to those small karaoke boxes at the CC area.

Many of us squeezed inside the little box and sang...

After that went to big apple..

Then went to adidas..

Then went to Marks and Spencer..

Then went home..

After that i went back to Nicci at old wing ou with mom and the other 3.

Bought a skirt and ate big fried chicken..

Wanted to buy the white polo tee at Reject but then mom was rushing and ended up not buying it. Returned to Reject and it's sold out. Bought a guy's tee instead==.

SUN,

went back to Cheras..

That night, i was able to pour out all my stories and misery to my close cousins, lol..

And we toke retarded zombi pictures...

the other pics are still in my camera...

MON,

first day of CNY..

went to Yi Po's hse and ate alot of cookies and nasi lemak..

I am bound to gain weight again..

this is my ku jie's dog, Beckham

TUE, Ate heavy Thai food for dinner.

WED, went back home and ate another heavy dinner at my aunt's hse :( on the way there, toke a pic of the cloud :/ (it's supposed to look like a hamster)

on the way back, the journey was too long since we're coming back from Seremban, we camwhored:S

Chelsea's cool pose :S

don't look at me, look at the retard behind!!

THU, went all the way to Sungei Buluh to eat food==, a lot of food==

FRI went to Jun H's and ate pizza and gambled went to HC's hse and ate a lot of food again == gambled, and i won a few bucks..
SAT, in the afternoon, went to ou to get my white tee.. at ard 3, i was supposed to go to nic's hse but then i had too much of hw to do so i decided to stay home... all the time at home i only did like half of my peka.. :S oh yeah, and if i went to her hse, i would hv eaten loads :/

SUN, from morning till 4, didn't reslly do anything but watch tv.. at 4, Ashley's and his bro came. Then we went to play bball at the community centre. Didn't really had much of fun coz i was merely playing with small kids :( On sunday night, i think i only slept for an hour because of stupid brother and father watching football and shouting like retards. When bro came in the room, he had a msg and he didn't turn his phone to silent mode and the message tone echoed through the room==. Plus, i had like lots of mosquito bites and couldn't sleep well. MON, in school, i was like a zombie.. TUES, fell sick and couldn't go to school. WED, netball MSSD is tomorrow, and i really don't know...

1st

2009-01-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

The first week of school is almost over... and a few devastating things already happened...

Firstly==I've got the bloody bottom locker :( No guy would wanna give away theirs =_= but i found one today..
Secondly==I'm sitting at the exact same place as last year :(
Thirdly==Nicole is not sitting with me and teacher and some other people doesn't seem to want to agree when requested :(
Fourthly==I feel bored (& i don't like it) and miserable at times.
Fifthly==I already feel scared even though it's only the beginning.

BUT.... I think it'll all go well soon, i hope :S

smile always

he would always cheer me up

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So, being the first week of school... i thought it would be fun and easy... i thought wrong...
Omg, i already have tons of h/w, especially today (thursday). I have 8 freakin' moral essay drafts to be dued tomorrow!!
Since i did not do a single thing last year, this year, i'm dam screwed :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
And, if you're wondering why and i'm blogging and not rather doing my work..., my freaking internet is just so slow!! yeah, that's why...

Tomorrow, MSSD try outs.
kk is going to langkawi.
I don't have bball training.

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CHRISTMAS

2008-12-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

On Christmas eve, we went to One World hotel for buffet lunch...
We're supposed to hv our usual Christmas eve dinner, but lunch in one world is cheaper.

Haha, this is melted chocolate with asam.
looks like shit on sand

After lunch, i walked to 1u to buy some presents..
I did not eat my dinner coz i was too stuffed and at 9.30pm we left for midnight mass...

This time, the cantata was not bad but what was devastating was that we were sitting at an angle with a terrible view. (the side view)
The projectors didn't portray them singing but instead the lyrics of the songs :(

So after mass, we went home for our Christmas supper :)
And also, opened our presents.

I tied the ribbon on him, lols XD

On the following day, was our Christmas PD trip.
Every Christmas, we go to PD for vacation with my mom's side of the family..
Usually, we stay at Guoman hotel, but this time, we went to Ancasa instead coz my uncle could get discounts...

omg.. when we got there, yerr.... so dirty :(
i don't want to explain this but it was just filthy, but bearable...
So after lunch (nasi lemak), we decided to go to the beach... ~~~~~~~~

omfg, look at the darn beach!!!
filled with people.. ahem hem...
dirty ***** ppl

As for the pool, people go inside with their filthy clothes on.... arhh... thinking abt it makes me sick. i dare not dip in.

So, on the next day, we drove down to our usual Guoman :)
Had to pay 5 bucks per person for a towel and to use the pool there...
The sand there was amazing!! so nice, i think they got new ones.
The pool was so nice too!!!
We sat the banana boat which costs RM50 per (small) round (stupid shit).

We went home on the 27th...

cute puppy we saw at a restraunt

At night, we went to Aunty Annabelle's hse for dinner then i went to curve to meet up with Sarah and...
They had performances and some weird countdown????

the deco there was so nice...

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On monday, i went to play badminton with Zoeeeee :) and her friends

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Yesterday, went to curve to celebrate jessica's birthday :)
So... me, jess, germaine, sher ee, richard, zk and yeng ying went...
We had luch at 1920 and i ate alot..
After that, we went for movie (Australia).. i love that show :)
Don't know why but Richard left during the show...
After the show, met up with dulcie..........................................................................................................................
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Then waled home, lol, lazy to explain...

So this was Jessica's cake :)

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Today is new year's eve, people are coming to my hse for count down...
i'm supposed to go to curve but then joon yang didn't even say anything, well, i didn't even ask...
Sarah and the rest are in ou and now, im thinking whether i should go out for count down.. or not???

2008-12-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

Ill tell you bout my past week, but before that, Christmas is in 2 DAYS!!
yay!!!

this is my sock:)

I've been having some trouble picking out presents =_=...
i don't know what to get :( troublesome...

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Last Week...

Monday... i came back from Singapore, didn't do much on that day..

Tuesday... One day of rest for me...

Wednesday... Went to watch The Day When The Earth Stood Still with Zoe, Nigel and Sheng Yan (correct?)
In my opinion, i don't like that movie, think it's boring and i almost fell asleep twice during the show ==
Oh, it was Andrew's b'day and i bumped into some of the Dickens ...
After the movie, i couldn't go home, not for another hr because mom was out and i had no transport...
I couldn't walk home, mom wouldn't allow it...
Then i bumped into them again and i asked Wui whether he could send me back home, since he'sheading home too and i live really close to 1u..
Thinking that i could get transport home, i let Nigel go ahead (walk home). But then...
Wui said sry, he couldn't and up till now, i still don't know why??
Then i was left alone again.. then i walked home later anyway since i hv someone to accompany me... On my way, Mei Ee saw me and sent me home... :)

Thursday... another day of rest, at home, watching anime, dreaming and stuff...

Friday... I went to 1u again :) for shopping; shopping for my Christmas gifts from aunt, i get to pick, ahah.
So we went there at 11 and ate lunch at Teppanyaki since lil sis, Chelsea loves that place...
Then after that we went to shop.
I wanted to buy a pair of nike air but at last, i ended up buying 2 pairs of sandals... and a pair of long pants... XD
Amanda bought a pair of boots and a manga...
Ashley bought a pair of power sports shoes...
and Chelsea... monopoly :S (baka)
We only get to buy so many things once a year.

If i had the money, i would go shopping everyday...
Money brings happiness...
I WANT MONEY!!! :S (im crazy)

Saturday... CAROLING!!! before that, i wanted to go play badminton but mom wouldn't allow it :( so caroling started at 7pm... All of us wore white tops and jeans. Audrey couldn't sing with us this yr because she moved :(
At the last house, as usual, we had a feast, lol

Sunday... went back to Cheras...
It was the Tong Yuan festival...
I thought it was tomorrow coz mom said it before but it ended up we had to go back this day.

We went hill climbing !!
omg, it was so darn tiring that i felt like vomiting at times.

saw cute little puppies while climbing up the hill...

After the climbing, i went to weigh myself and i lost 1kg!!!!!
But i would hv gained it back by now cause the dinner that night was too much :S

Monday, yesterday, this is hilarious, i went to 1u again, to help kk shop... lol
Ate lunch at kopitiam
I don't wanna explain everything now but in the end, he bought a bag (which i chose :)), a bracelet and a card...
It's amazing what guys do for girls...

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Byess :) <3

In Sing

2008-12-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hellooooow people, i'm in Singapore right now!! So don't sms me or call me :) i'll be back on mon..

First of all, i feel really sad abt Mrs. Elizabeth :((((( I actually liked her :(((((

secondly, i miss bball :(

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ok, this morning, we left hse at 8.

We went to pick aunt. annabelle.....

I slept at 3smth last night @@

My baby had fluuuu.... awwww, i hope he's alright, i'm so worried here :(

Ok, so anyway, i needed lots of sleep so i planned to sleep in the car.

And you know what? Mom and aunt Annabelle kept talking talking talking alking talking talking NON-STOP, wtf.....

knowing mom's all-so-loud voice!, i couldn't hv a peaceful sleep.

i got fed up and decided not to sleep but eat. and as i toke that piece of tuna bread..., the chit-chatting stopped.... wtf wtf

And then a few minutes after that, i dedcided to go back to sleep... and then, the other two retarded sisters sitting at the back was playing and laughing non-stop!! arhhh...

I was really cranky in the car and scolded them lots... :/

But then mom and aunty kept talking and there was nothing really that i could do.

we arrived at approx. 12...

ate my fav. vegetable noodles for lunch...

after that, smth really disappointing happened, or should i say, came :( (sry can't mention)

i did mostly nothing until 4.

I slept till 6.30 and then ate dinner.

then, i played their (my cousins) DS for a while and watched some tv.

Now, i'm eating a really really tasty chocolate biscuit Hershey's Take 5... yum yum!! love it!!

Tomorrow i'll be going to Bugis Street to get my manga and to go to that bakery that i like :)

At night, might be going to Orchard road to see those lights and also, to get manga, lol.

Everytime i come here, i hv to get my MANGA, haha...

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I have to get smth straight, i don't go to church to look at guys laaa, it just so happened that i had to go there in the morning, lol XD

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Now, i hope he's alright......

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2008-12-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday night, Sarah and Nicole came to play...
We played... ''close eyes catching''.
It's wasn't my turn to catch so someone else did. (my sister, Ashley.)
i hid under the living room table with the hopes of not being caught...
then... retarded brother said: ETHEL IS UNDER THE TABLE.
then... i had to crawl out from the other side as fast as i could.

half way out, Ashley's reaction was so quick, she was standing right at the front of the table at the opposite side from where i was coming out from.
She reacted and crashed into the table.
And as for me, at the other end of the table, crawling, with my palms on the grown, the table went over my flesh.
The pain was extreme!
i yelped.

Bloody hell, ouuucchhh...
The bengkak was like the tummy of a goldfish, big and bumped, as you can see... :S

ok, fine, before that happened that day, i went to their (my cousin's) church in the morning.
I wanted to have a look at their so called popular, hot'' guy of the church.

And there i was, at the class room, the four of us, me, waiting patiently, wondering how that guy would turn out...

Ethel: Is he taller than me?
Sarah: Yeah.
Ethel: He's really hot?
Sarah: Yeah, almost half of the gurls in church like to talk to him.
Ethel: Wow...

(That guy would be really hot...)

Then he came.
First, he peeped into the window and then entered.
At my first sight, I didn't know he was the one, lol.
He's not hot larh... but he has exceptionally beautiful eyes i have to say :)
He is more of the cute type. Sadly, my cousins and i have a different perspective in guys..., she takes cute as 'hot', i take hot as 'hot'... :S
He could play the piano.
Sadly he's migrating to Aus next year...

Just incase...
J, if you're reading this..., this is just awkward.

Speaking of awkward, i have a really awkward friend...
i told some people about this and that friend is just so awkward, lol... He, don't talk to me... :(

Let's just leave all the guy thing aside.... for now.... lol.

wait, wait... let me just make a statement... a true statement...

SARAH GETS HYPER AND INSANE WHEN IT COMES TO HER e*. (i better not say this, but she knows what i mean...)

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on Friday, the 28th, it was dad's b'day!!
We went to SUNWAY HOTEL

THE BUFFET THERE SUCKS!! DON'T EVER GO THERE!!

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On Saturday, 29th, i went to meet SArah and NIcole at their church again...
then, when back to their house to stay a night.
We went to Cowboy for dinner and i drank this awfully wonderful drink...

It is called Forever Love <3

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Yesterday, 30th Nov, finally watched..., the 6 of us...

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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w.t.FUCK????????
what fucking pissed me off was... THEY CUT THE FREAKING KISSING SCENE!! F*C*!!!
screwwww them......

it's already PG13 and...

WTF

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Today... 1st Dec, it's JOEY'S BIRTHDAY...
so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY....

joey!!! :)

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Lastly, random pic.... in ikano pc

oh, yeah, i bought chocolate... @.@ & i ate famous amous :P.............................................................

i update

2008-11-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

one day, we went for practice at Casa...

and.....

NICHOLAS TEH FELL FROM THE CEILING :(

i dont wanna tell the whole story coz i've told it for abt a hundred times already but so you know,

he wore ard 6-8 plasters and after that, couldn't walk for a week(i think).
he kept swearing and was afriad that he was gonna die because he was loosing very little blood only XS.
i feel so sorry for him... here are the pics...

fell from the top^^^

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this is the scratch i got from MiMi, i gotta cut his nails...

and this pic is for Adwin, who does not know that dogs have
claws @@

i proven him wrong wrong..

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this is a bitten brain, lol

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random hotness, ethel...

MIMI

2008-11-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

HE

ALWAYS

CHEERS

ME

UP

:)

I

LOVE

HIM

...

TRIBUTE

COMING

UP

....

''huh? what are you saying?''

2008-11-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

this is... halloween.
my first ever 'trick or treat'

on fri, after school, went straight to nic's hse.
then we trick or treat (it was tiring).
then we watched Mirrors.
During the movie, her retarded bro came in and interupt.
iT was freaking annoying and i didn't GET TO hear a single word for a whole, entire scene.
Mirrors' was scary, i didnt dare to look at any mirrors at all.
but that only lasted for one night :)

SOME RANDOM PICTURES I TOOK.

NIC DID THIS

^^

BOON YANG'S POSES :s

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THIS IS 'O MO CHIIIII'
lychee flavour, very nice... :)

this is coco

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ONE MORE THING, LOSING EVERY GAMES SUCKS :S :/ :P :(
BUT AT LEAST I GOT TO PLAY
AND I LOOK INCREDIBLY FAT IN DA JERSEY...
FAT I TELL YA!!
BUT... I LOVE IT, LOL

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I WANNA GO OUT.... SOMEONE TAKE ME!!
BORED :(

Anything

2008-10-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

1.i'm so happy Bleach is back to arrancar:)

2.I didn't lose weight.

3.this is Jung yunho :)

4.Now, my cousin's hv 5 dogs! yay!

5.I miss lots of ppl.

6. Didn't get to watch naruto coz manda's friend does not know how to
'COPY AND PASTE'.

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26th Oct was mom's b'day.
I didn't go for ss.
we went to Cheras.
Ash and Chel stayed there and Sarah came.

Here, the story begins, Sarah came and i thought she could go practice bball with me on monday the 27th, with the others and she could also teach coz she's also the school's MSSM player.

on the day before, i called nicole and asked her what time she was going and she said 8.
i told her i was going at 8.30 coz mom doesn't wanna wake up early.
then she said she'll sms or call me to reconfirm the time.
after all that, she didn't reply me.
the following day, me, my sis and sarah reached there at 8.30.
no one was there.
well, okay, i thouhgt maybe, i was early, so i smsed nic, raina, huichin, ziyan.
and what pissed me off was that non of them replied me!!
wah, then, we played a little waiting for the others to come.
afterwards, raina was the first one who came...
then i taught her how to lay up.
after playing for quite some time, i realized that it was already 10+++++++ and no one was there.
Man you know how, fucking pissed i was? like dam dam dam dam pissed.
i don't mind Wei Zhen coz she told me that she was gonna be late.
but the others, didn't even inform me at all!!!--
but the others, didn't even inform me at all!!!--
but the others, didn't even inform me at all!!!--
but the others, didn't even inform me at all!!!--

sry wei zhen that u didn't get to come down, sry sry!!

when i called zi yan, her dad was still sleeping!

when i called nicole, she just left the hse!!

then pei yuen came along, then nicole came along.
but it was useless coz we could not practice as a team and give positions.
i was so so mad the entire day!!
i got hit by a ball on my head (from amanda) too!
then, we(manda, sarah and me) decided to head home.

sry i had to go home pll, it just wasn't my day, at all!! at all!!

put yrself in my shoes,
if you were me, how would you feel?
mad?
angry?
infuriated?
CRAZILY MAD!
What if i didn't bring Sarah and Amanda along??
I WOULD BE ALONE!! ALONE!!

but it's okay guys, ill get over it :/

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27th Oct. retarded sisters cried and requested to be sent back.
mom, too giving, went to pick them up(Cheras).
Sarah went back i went and stay.

28th Oct went to Petaling street.
Ate beef noodles.
Played wii.
At night, nicole called my hse coz apparently, my phone was out of battery.
She said that there was f.ball match tomorrow!!
wah! i panicked and luckily i was returning home the following day(wed)(today).
i called mom and asked her whether she could send me to school at 1 when i returned and she reluctantly said yes with the f* word. haha

sakuragi

29th Oct
then today, nic smsed me and said that there was no match. (not yr fault nic)
Match is tomorrow. How to play?? lol XD
then, mom scolded me: 'don't you do this anymore, first you say u wanna go then you say you don't wanna go, what's wrong with you? Make up your mind!!'

reached home at 12 and watched tv the whole day.
still hv Mr. Siva's work to do and i don't wanna do it!! stupid!! stupid!! stupid thick booklet... :O

rukawa

Oh, then nic smsed me that her bro's friend had Nike and Addidas sponsor. Wow, i was so excited and thought that we could get freebees :S nope, it's not free... it was just cheaper...
she sounded kinda mad tho when i asked her abt freeness haha.
her sms was like

'u girls dun wanna buy then FORGET IT!!'

HAHA, that's it for today...
no...
no...
wait...
let me see...
OMFG! i just received a freakin text saying that Elisa (f.ball captain) wants me to be keeper! wtf?

i don't mind being keeper for awhile but i also want to play okay!!!
and don't choose me without me agreeing. :(

sry didn't go to school today, heard that Elisa was really mad coz we didn't practice.
IM SORRY, MAAF!!
lets just do our best tomorrow k?
play for fun...

Boys

2008-10-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

Let's talk about 3 boys.
The ones i went out with most recently.

Boy no.1 : Yong Jun Hou a.k.a Mr. gay.

So we went out on Sat to watch Max Payne.

That extreme dungu langsat left me to sit alone with an annoying old lady on the left and a man on the right.
Just wanna say, that lady, she talks so much!! Next to her was her daughter who kept asking questions about the show (because she is, erm, i think , A PRIMARY STUDENT!!)
How can a kid watch a 18pl movie? STUPID!

*if you're still young, don't go for these movies coz you'll not understand and say it sucks and keep asking questions.**

ok, How can a guy, leave a girl (me) to sit on her own?
So, not a gentlemen.
So what if i went to the toilet?
So what if i was late.. DUNGU?

Oh, yeah, he also called nicole mean names and i asked him to eat shit. (i don't think he knew it was me.)

So Jun Hou, if you're reading this, YOU ARE A CHICKEN BUTT!!!

Boy no.2 and 3 Tham Chia Woh a.k.a Tomato & Aaron Tan Jia Li a.k.a, no a.k.a.
Chia Woh went for the movie too.

Ok, today, we went for sports together with nic, hc, wz & zy.

This pic was taken when we were eating at MJ.

Haha, they had to finish their ice kacang and mango snow(i think).
I pity them so much, especially Aaron, the mango lo thing sucked.
They were suffering, ha haha.

These 2 boys taught us how to kick the ball.
Well, not both of them, mainly CW.
He kept asking us to kick the ball harder, but, HOW?
i left the 'kicking' lesson earlier coz my foot hurt. (the right one)
Then, Aaron played badminton with me and i suck XD.

The rest of the day, we played.
Basketball, we played 2 on 1.
Nicole and Zi Yan improved their shooting, yay :)
*Remember, hit the angle!!*

Oh yeah, we saw this super cute HUSKY!! kyaaaaaaaa

10 RANDOMNESS

2008-10-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

Crazy people...

Jessica :/

looking disgusting (marshmellow waffle) :S

Adwin:) with MiMi<3

the 'I' man...:)

me and baby<3 before we left for Europe.

Mr. Bean :/

pie...

cook rubiks

this is how messy we can get with food XD (us sisters)
crazy...

more randomness to come...

3 movies 3 days

2008-10-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

thurs, was the last day.. me and nicole went to watch Hse Bunny.
It was, ok...

fri, not counted, lol.
stuck at home, glued to com, writing Meto.

sat, watched Max Payne with, Michelle, Tomato, Hui Chin, Her Husand, and her Husband's friend..
was late for the movie.
The movie was good but not as good as the next one..

sun, today, watched EAGLE EYE with nic, Jess, and Yee Ning.
it was really good, lol.
i made alot of noise during the movie and i almost cried. (im very emotional)

Shea Leboeuf... omg, he's so hot XD

after movie,we went to duno where :S eng problem
we saw an ang mo teacher from school. (i just realised that my keyboard is cacat)
then jess went home.
then nic went home.
then me and YN bumped into ZK and his bros at Borders.
then Yee Ning sent me home.
then i ate dinner. (a lot)
then i got 10 million mosquito bites.
then computer.
then good nite.

oh, yeah, the 4 Js came bac from Singapore...

hahaha, that's it for my weekend... :)
bloody hell, my keyboard, cacat, is it my cousins?
annoying keyboard :(

My Love

2008-10-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

omg, i just realized how much i loved KAKASHI!! , all over again!!
omg omg, i love him!! (those bks are his weakness,lol..)

not to mension my all so favourite bushy brows ROCK LEE!!

i love his stance

and gaara, and shikamaru too XD

and naruto is cool in shippuden..

i've got to get all of this watching done with!! yeah...!
obsession is a bad bad thing... XD

Finally 13 Ocyt

2008-10-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

Yes, finally, all brainstorming subjects are over!!
i fell so free now!!
all that's left is m.math and EST.
I am so happy!! No more stress, no more late nights and more pimples!!
Yes, i slept at 12am most of the nights.. And yes, stress brings pimples..(for me)

This is how i study....

I EAT>>
terribble, terrible thing, seriously!!
terrible, terrible terrible terrible TERRIBLE!!
i keep telling myself not to, but my mind can't work without something in my mouth!
i really have to over come this, that's why i always put on weight during exams, that is one thing i don't like about it, i dont even hv time to exercise..

This pic was taken out of boredom...
Guess Which Is ME? lol i look so cute last time, i missed the young me. :)

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now that all the stress is gone, im glued to the com, again.
it's either the com or the tv, lol

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one more thing, my chem file was in my locker the whole freakin time, went to school on fri to check and it was there :/
glad it was there..
dumb shitted to hv forgotten where i've put it.

In deep shit

2008-09-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

omfg, im in stinkin shit right now..
i dont know where the fuck is my chem file!!!
why could i hv missed this? this so precious and important thing...

i could hv left it in school..
or maybe i have lost it...
if i left it in school, then i hv to go back and check...
if i had not left it in school i still hv to go back and check!!!
SSHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

MR.YOWW.. what'll i do without your notes?? :////// :/

BORED

2008-09-28T12:13:00.001+08:00

hey, i just posted the last post and now im moving on to the next.

im so bored!!!!!!

im supposed to study right now, only one week left till finals.
I brought my BM, eng, and Physics here to study.
Not one touched.
im so scared!
(if you're so scared then y dont u go study now?!)
I cant, dam lazy.

So, guys, anyone what viewed my blog (which i don't think anyone would even bother to), PLS help give me the courage to study!! pls i beg of you.

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Being in the state of OBLIVION
everyone, i wanna say that im feeling very sad right now.
My friends have forgotten about me.
Yes ex-3Ws (P.S: HC and a few) forgot about me when writhing the ex-3Ws list!! Like i did not exist in 3W, im gonna kill you Hao Chern!!
I dont get a single 'hi' sometimes when i walk pass some of you.
To, Some of you and you know who, i love you for still talking to me XD
haih, fine, guess this happens when we don't belong to the same class anymore.

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Any korean music fan, or fantasy/romance fan, go read METONIA XD

27 sept

2008-09-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

amazing F1 XD XD XD

as ya'll know im in singapore, living in a so called hotel and all,i also saw the F1 prelims race, kyaa....

it was awesome, but i didnt watch through the tickets tho, i watch through the malls!!
basically, anyone can watch it coz the covers for the tracks are see through.
it was so cool, the track is in the middle of the city right infront of the malls. anyone that went shopping can hear/see the cars.

So we(me,john, uncle jim) left the condo at approx. 6pm. Uncle told us that we could watch through the fences so we follewed him(he haad a ticket tho, corporate ticket; where all the top class business people go to).
We parked at Uncle's office building and toke the train to Raffles Square (i think :/) (the train was entirely packed)
when we reached the third gate' all the fences were covered with black cloth :(
So we went ans scout the area while uncle Jim went inside already.

haih do you think it is boring that i explained every single detail to you??
PLS STATE IN COMMENT.

before we chose the appopriate spot, we went for dinner first at Carl's Jr.
wow, the burgers are huge but the it was so delicious, especially the fries.
during dinner, it was the F1 practice session.
Carl's junior was situated right infront of the track so we cuold hear the load noises.
We sat inside at first but then I decided to go out there and sit.
Bad idea
Man, while carrying the food, i had only one hand to close my other ear. my other ear drum almost burst! I tried to hold on and put the food down on an empty table.
And you know what? I couldn't even grab on my burger, it was torture.
I could only let go of my figers for a few second till the next car arrives.
JOhn kk had no probelm, he said he was already used to the sound. wtf?
So, we went back inside,lol.
After dinner we went to look for a spot to watch.
We found the perfect spot, at the TURNING.
We waited for abot 15 minutes till the prelims started.
i loved that spot, no need ear plugs at all (we didn't hv one)!! coz all the cars are slowing down at that area and i could see every single car so clearly.
I dont wanna go on telling about what happened, go read the newspaper...

Man it was a tiring day, my foot hurts now.
ILL POST UP PICTURES as soons as i return.
:)

this is the only pic in my phone, the others are with johnkk but dont wanna bother him to get it...
as you can see, it is see through...

26 Sept

2008-09-26T19:29:00.001+08:00

It was a not so long day.
In the morning we were supposed to leave the hse at 8am but then everything wa delayed because Chelsea had to go see a doctor. So, we left at around 9.10am.
We reached Singapore at approx. 2pm.
When we reached, we ate lunch. I had my fav. Fa Sang tong shui... XD
and then, i used the com for awhile to check how many replies did i get for my post...
Only 1 ==
While i was using, Amanda kept bugging me to go swimming, and so, i went...
Oh, yeah, i forgot to tell you how amazingly furnished my aunt's new condo. is...
AWESOME... there are 4 bed rooms, two for their family and two for guests (us).
2 rooms had a tv in it.. :)
Everything is so, zen... cool... even the bathrooms are cool.
having 4 bedrooms, can u imagine how much this condo is worth?

Ok, moving on, after swimming, went for a bath at my aunts bathroom where the tub was.
After bath, played a little piano and then dinner..

And now..., is after dinner...
Im sitting by the com typing and telling ppl about my boring little life.

Everyone knows about the F1 Night Race here in Sing right??
It starts tonight, but sadly, i can't go! Hope i get to hear the sounds of the cars.
Sheng Nee is going and speaking about her...,!! IM SORRY I CAN'T SEND YOU BACK!! ><

Now im sitting here, bored to death.. Somebody pls speak to me!!

sat, 6 sept. 2008

2008-09-07T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm updating!!

Today, in the morning,i went for basketball practice.

After lunch, went to church at 1.30pm for Games meeting.
--The camp is this Friday!! I can't wait!-- :)

AFter the meeting it was 4pm already, went to HC's hse.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HC!
Rachel went to the party and she got her accent!

After the party i went home at 9.15pm.

At home, i bathed.

At home, i watched Grey's Anatomy till 11.

After that i can't remember what i did and then i went to sleep.

The following day had SS.

After SS came back and do the stupid personal statement.
i watched bleach.

Hahaha, what a boring post...

add ons

2008-08-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

OLYMPICS

just a little touch ups on the males, lol

BADMINTON

bAO chun lai
you might not know him but i like him

world no1 Lin Dan

Lee Yong Dae
mix doubles gold medalist

khoo kien keat & tan boon heong
their inconsistancy drawed no hope

didn't get to see him do this ><
at least he got a silver..

ok ok, im done and moving on...
to the females..

rhythmic gymnastics individual goal medalist
Kanaeva :)

Russians, champion for rhythmic gym. group

non other than Shawn johnson!!

16 yrs of age

that's all for the females, har har har...

and now, further pics of TOM DALEY!!! kyaaa :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

with lots of love, ethel

bounded to post

2008-08-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

oLYMPICs

noo!!!!! it's all over!! i dont want it to be over!! i want more!!
nvm

ok..., ..... here are my favs......

Usain Bolt (amazing)

DIVERS

Huo Liang
he got the 4th placing for 10m
the commentator keeps pronouncing his name as huo li--ang.. xD

Matthew Mitcham (gold medalist)

Thomas Daley
didn't get any medal
he's only 14 and look at his body!!!
i looveee him!! amazing! lol

Thomas Finchum
no medal
he's 18 and hot

Zhuo Luxin (silver)
he was leading at first tho
the commentator keeps pronouncing his name as zhuo lu(chin).. xD

diving is nice to watch!!!!! har har

BASKETBALL!!
the M gold medal match was awesome!!!
the F gold medal match was == (aus kept missing and i dont' like USA no.7 (lawson) ==

Espanyol(silver)

no. 6
nobody can forget Ricky Rubio!!

Ahhh... so hot!! 17!!only

no. 7
Carlos Navarro
gd shooter

no.4
Of course Pau Gasol!!

USA(gold)

no. 10
KoooBeee Bryant

no. 9
Dwayne Wade

Lebron James!

ARGENTINA (bronze)

no. 10
Carlos Delfino

THE END

anticipation

2008-08-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

bella & edward

no!! not her!!! not kristen stewart!! :(

robert pattinson :))))
i am extremely in love with him right now
yaaahhhhh, i am

the vampires

when you can live forever, what do you live for?

Merdeka Carnival

2008-08-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

i got 2 points for yellow house!!

after the run, went to nic's hse and bathed and hv lunch..
on the way there, me and nic squeezed at the front sit of the car, dam cram..
after everytinh, we went back to school...

CARNIVAL

nicole's lil bro

raina, i <3 what her mom did to her hair
(so pretty)

pei shan

michelle

the waaffle we sold. (marshmellow)
inside of it, it looks gross.

wui holding huge ball.

mua

nic

our hands : nic's, mine, hui chin's, zi yan's
nicole paid for all 4 of us!! so kind!! 40 bucks!!

PERFORMANCE

preparations

skit

ms.kalai!!

dance

surish was so cute..

after the performance, aaron's mom sent me home.
came back and --straight to the tv : Sargeant Keroro!! -- air gear -- naruto
1.5 hrs
after that only i went to bathe, then i read Twilight until midnight and then finally went to sleep..
Good Nite:)

thursday, a day before patriotic run

2008-08-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

this is a cute little guy that sits in my van..
his name is Nicholas
his smile is so cute...

raina...

group playing

zi yan

we had nothing to do the whole entire day, it was so boring..
the only lesson we had was Physics...
i read AG most throughout the day..

Ma soft toy presents!

2008-08-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say that, all this pictures, are taken in the dark, lol..okay.. this pooh pillow up there ^^^^ is from kelvin.
next to it is my Goku
this is from Adwin. at the back says Gerrard (8).
he didn't take off the price tag,lol.
when i brought it home, my bro was begging me for it, but NO WAY!
it lies on his bed.

this is my super cute huge monkey!! from luqman and Amier!!
i love it, i named it GOHAN (close to my Goku).
this was from tessa
And this from Aaron and Chia Woh.

PArteY!!

2008-08-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

NICOLE & ETHEL'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!! YAY!!

First off, i would like to thank all of you for turning up!

Thanks for the fun and presents.

Just wanna let ya'll know that planning this party is though!

Especially planning the games.

In the morning, right after basketbll training, i went to nics hse. arrived at around 12.

For awhile i was frustrared because my mom insisted of letting all 3 of my sisters stay..

but it turned out fine, they weren't a bother.

moving on..

we printed the amazing race stuff..

boon yang came.

After that we had to scout the area. we walked around the area to choose for places for the stations.

We had to stick the arrows too. I had 6 mosquito bites just for doing this.

it was tiring..

when we returned, we had to fill up those rediculous small tiny balloons which was dam freaking arhhh!!

nicole's nail almost came off; my finger almost broke; we got all wet; we got all sweaty

we toke hours to fill those!! :X

you guys should thank us for these!!

after all those crap, it was already 3.15!!!

we went upstairs to take a shower.. when nic was bathing, i sorted out the amazig race thing, then ppl started coming and calling nic to inform the guards.

it was noisy for a few minutes.

everyting finally settled down, i bathed and we went down..

the games were supposed to start at 4.30 but it ended up starting at 5.30?? because many ppl came late :/ and nic's mom insisted to eat first.

he games finally started.......

im so sorry for all the words, i didnt hv pictures till the end of the amazing race.

this is the winner group :

Dulcie-Jy-Tessa-Hao Chern-Adwin

Tessa can cry!!

2nd group :

Amier-Raina-Aaron-Winston

group 3 :

Alex-Jiann Menh-Clinton-Wei Zhen

Group 4 :

boon yang's bro(i didnt even know he played)-Leon-Chu Er-Boon

group 5 :

Michelle-sis==-hui Chin- Kelvin

whipped cream punishment

STATION PPL

i am truly truly sorry for you feet!!!!!

After that was dinner.

then the water balloons! sry, don't hv pics

took so long to make them and they vanished in an instant :(

we all bathed

After that was dinner and games :)

dul-chelsea-wui jie

joon yang

cheau shin-adwin-dulcie

jy says flexing his muschle would make it stronger ==

finally...., CAKE

sorry to you guys who went home early and didn't get to eat the cake :D

Zoo Negara

2008-08-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Finally, a school trip for the form 4s!

to... ZOO NEGARA

everytime i tell someone where we were going for the filed trip, they : arhahahaha

i do agree it's stupid but it was fun XD

before we left was break--Nic + Zi yan

--- Yi lin + Yun xin

Iman + Affaf

Elephants

we ate in McD

My first post

2008-08-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

hey guyss..
this is my first post.
why did i create a blog?
because everyone is doing it and for fun. but i still thinks it's a total waste of time. i'll blog only when i hv the time. :)